.spoketheunspoken.

actually i’m not in a mood of writing things right now.

okay, yeah. today was fun. played badminton with my highsch friends, and talking with edwin =)

but…

i got a shocking news this afternoon. my dad called, telling that my uncle, lucky, has just passed away @ 4 PM. he’s in cikini hospital. major cause? heart attack. i’m not really” close with him, but all of this makes me think the other way of life. yes, death has it all. it could come silent. maybe in our sleep. maybe when we’re doing activities. it’s undetectable, unpredictable, and unstoppable. on my depressed times, i often think to end this miserable life of mine forever. but now i realize, it’s a stupid thing to do. death, could come anytime it want. so be glad that you’re still alive & healthy today.

second news, i heard it from tv. actually my mom called me in a hurry to her room, and there you go. in that glass box, i saw a student in my university was murdered. she died cause her throat was slit. her name is jenny. after i informed my friends about this, a friend of mine, andrew, message me on YM and said that this girl is his friend’s friend. and i saw her profile on friendster. she’s nice actually. and i just can’t stop thinking : what is her fault anyway? she looked nice, a normal-ordinary girl.

i’m just too tired to write again.

and i’m just way too sad to write things.

rest in peace, uncle.

rest in peace, jenny.

i may never know you, but i think you as a friend of mine.

my deepest condolence.

i believe He will take both of you by His side.

amen.

dam dee dam.

syubiduwa.

hahaha. okay stop. i look silly.

i just got back home from meeting my old senior highsch friends. yay! and it’s sooooo much fun! got laughing together, sharing stories & taking pictures! miss ya guys… tee-hee =) here’s some pic :

oh yeah. keep yelling. soon i’ll trash your house out. could you just be-be-be so-so-so quiet for just a single f*ckin’ day?!! damn. oh i missed the day i don’t have a neighbour on my right side. it’s sooo damn peaceful.

lucky for those assholes, i’m not in the middle of anything.

lucky for those f*ckin’ shit, i’m not working on my thesis. not yet.

lucky for those motherf*cker, i’m still having my patient.

but not with my sis. hahaha. she just ran out, and start roaring the car soooo freakin’ loud. and guess what? the noisy chat faded out. hell yeah! way to go sis! *grins*

lemme tell ya bout these assholes that have been f*ckin’ noisy since around 5 months ago. they just moved in, and on the very first day, that bitch over the house start yellin’ like a freak. talkin’ bout a siren. phew. and they have two tiny little brats who just messing around the house, playing in front of my house and yelling just like the bitch. hell? they even rattling my fench! and when they got back from school, those f*ckin’ brats always yelling out. ever heard an elephant who got a cold and try to sneeze? yeah. they sound exactly just like that. can you imagine, every-f*ckin’-single-day that bitch and those braggabrats shouting, yelling, in a very-high-pitched voice? i’d better watch some soap opera than listening to them! damn. can you even believe it? okay. first month, it’s OK. second month, starts to annoying. third month, testing the patience. what the..?

yo bitch. do you always have to yell to your brats? do you always have to shriek like a mad cow? damn bitch. someday you’ll get f*cked cause of this. trust me. keep yellin’ and i’ll bang your head to the wall. you could count on me. one more yelling, and i swear i’ll shut you up.

lemme see ya’ll living in the library. yeah. that’s a reality show.