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*yawn*

gosh i’m so sleepy now. just woke up at 10 this morning! yay! still a bit dizzy, lack of sleep. hell. i don’t know why but lately i can’t sleep under 12 o’ clock. it’s gotta be above. no wonder my eyes looked like a panda now. dammit.

and yesterday, my back is aching like one big giant was sitting on my ass. ouch. and these days i feel a bit hurt in my chest, dunno why. masuk angin? maybe [hell i don’t know what’s the english for that word! entering wind? LOL] ah… i really” need to change my habit now! sleep! sleep! sleep!

i just got so bored lately [or is it my laziness? LOL] and haven’t going anywhere since. just staying in my room. i’m just not in the mood for any activities. hell what the hell is wrong with me anyway? wake up silly! crap. today i’ll meet up some highschool friends, yeah. a kind of reunion. hope it will be fun. crossed my fingers…

here’s the thing. just found out some weird things happens around me.

weird number 1.
did you guys see the tagboard down there? yes, that tiny little looks-so-innocent-but-actually-it’s-a-f*ckin’-annoying-thing. when i viewed my blog using mozilla firefox, that thing just way over lined up to the left. it’s not on the line with the counter, the graphic and every crap up there. when i viewed with IE, walla. it just sneaks out and lined up perfectly. that’s weird.

weird number 2.
i used MSN. yeah. i asked my friend alga how her contact card looks like :

| aLga | -censored-
http://www.-censored-.com/~censored again [it’s her privacy!]

cause mine looks like :

LeoN
battle with the blog [http://slippin-off-the-edge.blogspot.com]

but she said my contact card looked just like her in her MSN. that’s weird.

weird number 3.
today the lights goes out twice. which is so-irritably-annoying thing, cause i have to start designing my blog again. dammit. i’m just scared my computer will burned out for having such a hi-lo voltage. but some of my neighbour’s light didn’t even flick. that’s weird.

weird number 4.
my blog design just went out. it won’t work at all. then i changed it to another design, and as you can see, the result is like the one you’re staring at. funny is, in mozilla firefox it’s all screwed up like a piece of shit. but on IE, it just sit there nicely like a schoolboy kid. hell. that’s weird.

hope it doesn’t get weirder along with the night. geez.

i’m outta here. laterz blog.

morning.

hello blog. didn’t expect we’ll catch up this early, didn’t ya? well. face it cowboy. i’m all awake now. thanks to those tiny little brats out there who keeps yelling like a mad cow. neighbours, would you be kindly to buy your kids a mouthstrap? or else. thank you very much.

i really” need to clean up my room. i found an annoying not-so-big spider just laying under my clothes. eww. shoo. shoo. go away!

take a look at my room’s condition now. and you’ll understand.

and this morning [again] i suddenly had a weird thought. yesterday, just yesterday, i read an email from my friend. it’s a story about a guy who have to accompany his mother to shop some new dress. he actually doesn’t like to wait. and that is what happened during the hunt for the dress. after few hours, he can’t stand it anymore. so he entered the changing room along with her mother. inside, he got hit by reality : he saw his mother’s hands trying so hard just to get the laces of a dress tied up. yes, his mother got rheumatics. those hands who took care of him. those hands who feeds him. those hands who washed him. those hands who hold him. and he got out for a while, to hide a sudden burst of tears that flows inside his heart. all the hate & anger that he have for waiting so long just washed away. then he got back inside, and help his mother to tie the dress. and so they went home. when his mother is sitting on the chair, he approach his mother, took her hands and say : these are the most beautiful hands i’ve ever seen..

it’s touching actually. well, my mom got rheumatics also. i don’t know how to say this, but i often act like that guy in the story. lemme just say this : mom, i’m sorry. never meant to hurt you. but sometimes life’s just so unfair as for you, and as for me. i just don’t have that much strength as you have to face it. but i promise, i’ll took care of you. sorry mom. love ya.