.spoketheunspoken.

i’m bloody stuck.

seriously.

i’m stuck on finding ideas for my blog, either on my job search. it’s been like.. a months and more? i hate this kind of situation. seriously. all i do just wake up, eat, sleep and again and again. it cost money, dude. stoopidly, i bought an ipod few weeks ago. okay, i might be tempted a bit.

okay. a lot.

i don’t regret buying it, though. and just today, my sis gave me her CDMA phone so i could use it to access the internet *yay!* using starone. i got two number, one is esia which i’ll be using for good. the starone ones will be for internetting only.

tomorrow is seclusion day. which means red mark on the date. which means, i won’t be attending CCF’s class because of the holiday 😦

speaking of CCF, yesterday (17/3) they had this event called lettera amorosa, which means like sort of love poetry day. CCF teamed up with bunga matahari organization, a club for poem lovers, and they flooded gambir’s station with poems! literally. at thursday, when i attend CCF’s class, i got a tube made out of dried leaves, with a poem inside. it’s a good one. someday i’ll post the poem 🙂

anyway.

i don’t know what else to write here.

i’m ranting all around already. so yeah.

i’m outta here.

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I’m alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can’t come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it’s the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it’s ridiculous)
It’s been months
And for some reason I just
(can’t get over us)
And I’m stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I’m so over being blue
Cryin over you

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